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02 June 2011
Third date @ 11:43 PM

SPDG is a really wonderful guy. Nothing surprisingly or out of the ordinary this evening, just a nice, sweet, normal guy on a normal date.

I didn't know I could feel like this.
I've never felt so unready to date again.

After every breakup, I've either rushed into a relationship, hooked up with someone I already knew, or flew solo for five minutes before moving on.

It's like I just can't handle it.

It felt so foreign to have a stranger's arm around me and that look that says "I'd really like to kiss you" has never seemed more like an alien language than it did tonight.

I don't know what's come over me, because it isn't that I miss anyone, it just doesn't feel right, what I'm doing.

the real deal
"I do what I can wherever I end up, to keep giving my good love, and spreading it around"

Amelia Bartlett, 18; performer, creator, student, optimist. Open-minded and looking to expand.
keep love alive.